Saturday, November 7, 2009

beloved - tenth avenue north


Love of my life
Look deep in my eyes
There you will find what you need
Give me your life
Lust and the lies
The past you're afraid I might see
You've been running away from me

You're my beloved
Lover, I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our love it unites us
It binds you to me
It's a mystery

Love of my life
Look deep in my eyes
There you will find what you need
I'm the giver of life
I'll clothe you in white
My immaculate bride you will be
Oh come running home to me

You're my beloved
Lover, I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our love it unites us
It binds you to me

Well you've been a mistress, my wife
Chasing lovers, it won't satisfy
Won't you let me make you my bride
You will drink of my lips
And you'll taste new life

'Cause you're my beloved
Lover, I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our love it unites us
And it binds you to me

You're my beloved
Forever I'm yours
Our love it unites us
And it binds you to me
It's a mystery
It's a mystery


I love that song. BJ and I got three new CD's a few weeks ago (Skillet's "Awake," needtobreathe's "The Outsiders" and this one, Tenth Avenue North's new one...I don't know the name). But this song is the best song on TAN's album...it's so good.

I just wanted to do a quick update on here since it's been a while, and I wanted to show some pictures too.

- Married life is still good. Money is a little hard to come by though...my hours at work aren't the best so sometimes we struggle a little bit. But we don't have to go without anything...we have enough of what we need, we just don't have a whole lot of money to go out and eat/shop with. But that's okay.
- I've decided that I HATE doing dishes. I used to not mind it so much, but now that the honeymoon stage is kind of wearing off and we're falling into a routine, I'm so over doing it because I thought it was cute to clean up after him. Yeah...forget that. Now it's more of a chore just like it was when I lived at home.
- I don't think our bed has been made in a week...oh well. No one ever comes over to our house who would be interested in seeing that anyway, so who cares. The bed is just such a mess and there are blankets and pillows everywhere from all the tossing and turning (bad mattress), and I just can't find the motivation to MAKE THE BED. It's such a small thing, but if it's just going to get messed up again in a few hours anyway, what's the point?
- BJ still wants a baby...and I don't. At all. We got into a little dispute the other day because he thinks I just don't want his babies...but the fact of the matter is I don't want any baby. I mean, I'm doing all I can to prevent from getting pregnant...now just wouldn't be an ideal time to have a baby. Of course I would love it and cherish it if I were to have one, it would just be one of those "surprise" babies who came at a difficult time in our lives. Call me very selfish, but I'm just not ready to give up my whole life to take care of a little baby that poops and cries all the time. I don't want to give up the already small amount of sleep I get either. Sorry, BJ!

5 comments:

bretswife1 said...

thanks for the update. Please tell BJ there is planty of time for babies. Just enjoy each other right now. The time for babies will come.

Kayleigh Draur said...

I thought you said that all your wanted was to be a stay at home wife and mom? Do you just mean in the future? I really love it but I miss working because I don't enough to do. :P I am a neat freak so everything stays clean and I don't even let like more than a dish or two sit in the sink at one time...but I think mostly it's due to boredom. :P

Krystal said...

That is all I want. I reread the post and couldn't see anything that said otherwise. But just in case- I wrote this a while ago judging by the date...and at the time college (or...a career in general) felt like an obligation but now that's not the case. Thank the vast heavens I no longer have to do that!

And about the dishes...I don't let them pile up, I just don't like doing them. My Type A personality would have a cow if I let it go haywire.

Kayleigh Draur said...

Well you had said that BJ wanted a baby and that you didn't at all. And that you were trying not to get pregnant. Do you want children, just later on in life? I love Lilly to death, but she does take a lot of time and sometimes it gets frustrating when she cried for no reason, or spits up all over you for the third time in five minutes...so I wasn't faulting you at all. :)
I know what you mean...I guess dishes give me something to do so that is why I "like" doing them. :P I hated them so bad growing up but my mom was persistent and she finally won. :P

Krystal ; That Recruit's W I F E said...

We do in the future.