not a day goes by.

Got a picture of you I carry in my heart

Close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark

Got a memory of you I carry in my soul

Wrap it close around me when the nights get cold

If you asked me how I'm doing

I'd say 'just fine'

But the truth is, baby...

If you could read my mind

Not a day goes by

That I don't think of you

And after all this time

You're still with me, it's true

Somehow you remain

Locked so deep inside

Baby, baby, oh baby

Not a day goes by

I still wait for the phone

In the middle of the night

Thinking you might call me

If your dreams don't turn out right

And it still amazes me

That I lie here in the dark

Wishing you were next to me

Your head against my heart

If you asked me how I'm doing

I'd say, 'just fine'

But the truth is, baby...

If you could read my mind

(lonestar - not a day goes by)

I discovered this tonight and even though country is not my thing, I love this song.

beloved - tenth avenue north

Love of my life

Look deep in my eyes
There you will find what you need
Give me your life
Lust and the lies
The past you're afraid I might see
You've been running away from me

You're my beloved
Lover, I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our love it unites us
It binds you to me
It's a mystery

Love of my life
Look deep in my eyes
There you will find what you need
I'm the giver of life
I'll clothe you in white
My immaculate bride you will be
Oh come running home to me

You're my beloved
Lover, I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our love it unites us
It binds you to me

Well you've been a mistress, my wife
Chasing lovers, it won't satisfy
Won't you let me make you my bride
You will drink of my lips
And you'll taste new life

'Cause you're my beloved
Lover, I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our love it unites us
And it binds you to me

You're my beloved
Forever I'm yours
Our love it unites us
And it binds you to me
It's a mystery

It's a mystery

I love that song. BJ and I got three new CD's a few weeks ago (Skillet's "Awake," needtobreathe's "The Outsiders" and this one, Tenth Avenue North's new one...I don't know the name). But this song is the best song on TAN's album...it's so good.

I just wanted to do a quick update on here since it's been a while, and I wanted to show some pictures too.

- Married life is still good. Money is a little hard to come by though...my hours at work aren't the best so sometimes we struggle a little bit. But we don't have to go without anything...we have enough of what we need, we just don't have a whole lot of money to go out and eat/shop with. But that's okay.
- I've decided that I HATE doing dishes. I used to not mind it so much, but now that the honeymoon stage is kind of wearing off and we're falling into a routine, I'm so over doing it because I thought it was cute to clean up after him. Yeah...forget that. Now it's more of a chore just like it was when I lived at home.
- I don't think our bed has been made in a week...oh well. No one ever comes over to our house who would be interested in seeing that anyway, so who cares. The bed is just such a mess and there are blankets and pillows everywhere from all the tossing and turning (bad mattress), and I just can't find the motivation to MAKE THE BED. It's such a small thing, but if it's just going to get messed up again in a few hours anyway, what's the point?
- BJ still wants a baby...and I don't. At all. We got into a little dispute the other day because he thinks I just don't want his babies...but the fact of the matter is I don't want any baby. I mean, I'm doing all I can to prevent from getting pregnant...now just wouldn't be an ideal time to have a baby. Of course I would love it and cherish it if I were to have one, it would just be one of those "surprise" babies who came at a difficult time in our lives. Call me very selfish, but I'm just not ready to give up my whole life to take care of a little baby that poops and cries all the time. I don't want to give up the already small amount of sleep I get either. Sorry, BJ!